I miss you and we haven’t spoken in just three days :( to be real I’m pretty sure I love you but what does that mean? I know I mean a lot to you but I also know that in our circumstance thats not enough. I happy if your happy. But I’m human and I’m jealous. It’s not fair that no matter how much I try or I do. I’m always number two. I know you said I’m not but I am. And its were I’ve always been. I don’t wanna loose you again. But I feel like I’m in quick sand. There’s nothing I can do. I hurt her by wanting you && now I must reap what I have sewn. :( 3

I hate the things you said, I hate the things you’ve done, I hate our situation, but worst of all I hate that I love you. :(